My Beloved was a generous man and never knew a stranger and could make a bad day good. Our Wedding It was the best day ever or since the day that Joseph came into my life. We were together 11 years even though this Dec. we would be married 8. He was a very generous soul and loved me more than anything in the world anyone who knows us would tell you his devotion to God and Wife. He was a very passionate soul and tried to not let his sickness show to the world. He was my whole world and our wedding was the best when I heard him singing me down the isle I melted. He was handsome and I knew when we met we were soulmates. I miss him so very much and wish he was still here I feel him with me still and know I always will. I love you My Love! Friday morning June 18 2010 @ 7:30 my whole world crashed and changed. I lost my beloved husband and soulmate the love of my life, it was unexpected and quick. Because of being young people say you can move on why do they think you will when you have already had the best love in the whole wide world. I lost my beloved soulmate and he was my whole world no matter how much people try to comfort you it doesn't change the fact that my beloved isn't here. I cry everyday and everynight and my heart aches a part of me died when he did and that will never go away no matter how much time passes. The only thing that gets me through is knowing we will meet again one day, I have a cd he made that has his voice on it I play it all the time as well as his voicemail on his phone if I couldn't hear his voice I don' t know what I would do. Fridays are the worst because that was the day he died, our anniversary is coming up soon we would of been married 8 years we though did get to be together 11 years I wouldn't change a day of any of that life no matter how hard or easy they may have been. I write to him everyday and talk to him everyday people think I am crazy because I feel him with me all the time talking to him feels natural because we have a connection , if I don't talk to him I would go crazy. Nothing takes away the pain and heart ache, I miss him so very much it isn't fair, but I know he is in a better place even though I want him here. Joseph's Angel